More like me

I had a dream you never died.

You were smiling in the car again,

the wind blowing your hair from the open window.

You smiled as you sang along to the music

as I wept in the back seat, feeling 5 years old again.

I thought how beautiful you are,

I miss your pink hair and your laugh.

You filled a room as soon as you entered.

I miss you, I do.

Hug me tighter next time I see you.

I love you, I do.

I’ll tattoo a piece of you on my skin,

that way you’ll be with me forever.

Burned a hole in my heart, you did.

I’ll dream of you again soon

and I’ll tell you how much my heart aches for you.

I love you, I do.

I miss you, I do.

You were literally the coolest and I miss you every fucking day that passes.

You taught me so much and I hope to see you again one day ☀️

Written 3rd April 2023 🐞